Curtis Mayfield - Here but I'm gone

I can't stop listening to this song. It feels personal listening to the words. It kind of makes me realise how Zero 7 have nicked some of their chilled out tunes. Curtis Mayfield is a legend. He was actually paraylsed from the neck down whilst he wrote this song that's awesome determination recording it one line at a time.

Being paralysed sure is a bad fuckin beat.. but this guy didn't let it stop him. Fair play. He sure is a marker for overcoming adversity.

Why is bad play rewarded so often?

This is why I hate texas hold em. The worst players with the worst skills get rewarded for bad play. Yesterday I had aces 24 times and they won 3 times.. That's an unreal statistic considering they are meant to win 67% of the time vs any hand for its like 6% with the BEST hand in poker.

I swear to god I'm cursed. This morning I've played AK 3 times, beat by  58 of diamonds.. drawing for a flush.. 20x blind raised by me pre flop.. beat my 67 of hearts.. again flush hit.. and beat by QK and the q hit.. my 10's were called by 9's and the 9 hit. AJ suited beat by A10.. I've only played 7 games!!

Why oh fckin why is my luck so bad?

poker sucks because i get bad beats all the time

bad beats sucks and i hate them. poker is so unfair. I hate the river and turn and i hate stupid fish and donks with no skills or knowledge. and i hate you chelsey too. by the way i need to write all this for keywords for the things you get me blud